omgz

i have a follower!!!

hi sam. :)

heh

i just totally fucked up my sleeping schedule.
napping from 8:45-11pm and then being awake til 4am and then sleeping til 12:30
that'll do it.

aside from that, all I have to do this week is an exam tuesday and then work wed-sat.
i'm pretty excited.
i guess.
i have a couple assignments to get done for 1P10 still.
i`ll get there....

yes

no matter what happens i know i'm happy.

my life is everything i want it to be

no stupid little thing can change that.

i'm an amazing person.

bite me.

ergg

some people have no depth.

i do not get these people.

almost there

two more assignments to get done for 1p10, a portfolio presentation and two exams

then this semester is OVER. over over over over!

and i get a MONTH off of school to relax and work and hang out and make videos and do christmas

I cannot wait to have a few days where i do nothing but sleep in and lounge around because i feel like i've been constantly going going going since september and i want a break so bad.

this winter break: must deivse a plan to get someone else fund a trip to the UK within the near future.

if you have any ideas... let me know!

yeah

that essay i blogged down there about procrastinating?

STILL DOING IT

frick work gets in the way SO hard.

I need to just get it done and hand it in.

jeez.

procrastination

i'm doing it again

i had an essay due on thursday at 4pm and i hadn't started til then

it's now 12:30 on friday afternoon and i have a page written in my notebook.

yesterday for me was pretty epic, aside from not getting my essay done.

lots of fun things happened that i don't care to really really detail

but it had something to do with the UK boys and night-time lock troubles

and then hours of blockles and skyping. so fun.

i wish i didn't have to work or school or anything. I just wanna hang out and be with friends.

i miss being carefree.

presentations

they make me cringe. 

i don't mind speaking in front of people, really, but i could do without the awkwardness

i picked a topic i know a fair bit about, AND i can bullshit my way through it if i have to

and i thought of a boatload of questions in case everyone is just like "...:|"

hahaha. ugh

luckily two other people are presenting today too, so I won't have to talk too long

:)

:(

today i had to go with my mom to put my old dog down
he was 11.
he was not doing well, and hasn't been for about a month.
at the beginning of the summer he weighed 118 lbs
when they weighed him today he was 82.
obviously when our fat old man refuses to eat, there's something wrong.
so now he's better off and off in dogland with his brother, who we put down a few years ago.

on the other hand, i went for a proper hack with jill today in the short hills
i am going to be SO fucking sore. so much riding.

ugh

i've never been more over the whole meeting/getting to know boys phase

I dont wanna meet anyone and have to get to know them anymore

i just wanna have a normal, comfortable relationship for once

is that SO much to ask?  sheesh